yenling

2009-11-18T00:03:00.000-08:00

–A buffer overflow attack is designed to overwhelm the software running on the target system.
–The TCP synchronization (SYN) attack exploits the TCP protocol three-way handshake.
•The attacker sends a large volume of TCP synchronization requests (SYN requests). ttack is designed to overwhelm the software running on the target system.

2009-11-17T23:37:00.000-08:00

•When a package is installed in a Linux system there might be other packages that need to be installed for that particular package to work properly.
•The dependency package may have certain files which need to be in place or it may run certain services which need to be started before the package that is to be installed can work.
•Linux will often notify the user if they are installing a package that has dependencies so that they can be installed as well.

2009-09-04T07:02:00.000-07:00

Actually at this period of time i really feel like calling someone to talk wit but don think can find any either they are still sleeping now or i just don feel like disturb them and so i come back to find u... Yesterday everything has BURST OUT and today was worst now EVEN my mother also know the whole thing. I really don wan her to know the whole thing i don wan to see her sad at all!!! AND U KNOW WAT HE SAID.. THIS IS JUST A MISUNDERSTANDING AND HE CONTINUE TO WATCH THE TELEVISION.. I TELL MYSELF I WONT FORGET THE WHOLE THING HAPPEN YESTERDAY AND I HATE THEM FOR LIFE!!!!! WHY BOTHER TO WASTE A DROP OF MY TEAR ON SUCH A IDIOT PERSON LIKE U

Sorry i really not in a mood at all and my friend birthday is coming i don wan because of my mood and let everyone feel moody.

I wish i could find a place and hide myself!!

Mummy/Sis/Ah boy i am really SORRY!

My heart is bleeding now

2009-07-20T11:40:00.000-07:00

Having lesson now but no mood to study~ actually today lesson start at 8am de but when i leave my house already 745am le:D anyway yesterday whole night never sleep... too excited to sleep? don know... early in the morning msg .... so early u reach there le. ohya today on the way walking to boon lay mrt station almost meet wit accident...

miss u load hope get to see you soon.......

2009-07-17T21:00:00.000-07:00

Erm today working!!! tried sia nowaday don feel like working lor.. but no money:( today start work from 11 till 5pm msg dear and meet for awhile... oh ya today meeting li ling long time no c le... still the same so old:D haha i bet later she read le going to kill me shall stop here bah!!!

I AM HAPPY WIT U AROUND!!!

2009-07-15T19:45:00.000-07:00

Yo!!! i am back:) it been a long time since my last post anyway i going to update more often bah...
Ya today i came special update is due to i wan to remember this day:) haha~ don ask me y cos i not prepare to tell...
Today he meet me out and...~

DEAR I LOVE U....

2009-06-01T11:53:00.000-07:00

Respect is to be earn de but u seem not to earn the respect from me.

I WAN TO MOVE OUT!!!

i really wan to....
i am sick of this
when can i get out of it
am i asking for too much
i wan peace

what is this ... i am lost
we are family..
this word/sentence sound so...

i wan to be alone

nighttime de quite make me afraid to felt asleep
all i need is u to be around ...

2009-02-24T16:08:00.000-08:00

Haiixxx... sorry ya this past few days has not been feeling well as in my mood is not good. who care... thank to you all for trying hard to cheer me up!! i am happy to c u but not in the mood to talk much. i guess u find out.... meeting u for the day really make me exicted for the whole week!!! how should i said many thing happen.. i wish to move up i don wan to stay here anymore le... sometime i really don wish to put the stress on you i know you are also facing your own problem!!! sorry! yesterday was damn stress man i call my pri school teacher and kena scolded my her... i feel helpless... sometime i use to think so when in time of need i was there but will you there when i need you.... i wish to.. how can i face myself how can i ever face my pri teacher ever again... maybe you all don know how selfesteem i am.. i very confuse wit myself... how you all think abt me how u all look at me really mean alot to me..

pls stop till here i no longer a small kid le don try to cheat on me and tell me the stupid old thing.. i am sick and tried of crying through the quite night and pull through myself to face u all... cry got use ma i don know. i hate the quite night left behind is only me.

now then i know sleeping in house is the most danger thing... continue cure bah.. i were not ever cry because of this at least after today... when ever today is the day???

2009-02-09T10:54:00.000-08:00

Feeling rather tried today but cannot get to sleep..i don like u!!! i hate u... really i do i just wan to lost contract wit u and nothing more..... even how much i telling myself this but still i have to face u almost everyday........ haiixx. she is coming back and yet i now feeling any excited i hope this friday never come.. really hope so. ya my mom past few days is getting weaker and this coming friday i going work wit her hope everything when smooth bah...is i ownself make it like tat de so i got nothing to said and also don wish to say... mom get well soon bah... and i miss u too..

2009-02-05T12:33:00.000-08:00

haiix~ tried... this past few days feeling so tried maybe cos after chinese new year bah don really have mood to study much... honestly i am not in the mood to do thing.. this year is not a good year... well everything tat happen day by day make me feel helpless and weaker. allow me to understand how useless can a person be when in need of time. for how long i still can stand u? for how long i still can control? can u give me a break i wan to leave here, leave everything, leave u.. pls

thank friend for your corcern this past few days ... hey u must also stay strong and work hard to face this world u cannot do anything u can only change yourself to let them accept u... telling u all this also reminding myself. mum without u i will not be in this world and stay at this house u must stay strong..... u are my everything i need u!!!! love u all so much

2009-02-04T21:17:00.000-08:00

whahahaha
Hear from my sis and bro tat they have start to spend their ang bao money le and yet i still have not touch on any feel so happy ya... but don know the money will stay long or not.. haiix. got money also worry no money also worry aiyo y people have to worry everything...
stupid human!!!
today lesson end early and nothing to do liao~~~ i wan to watch tv!!! ohya this year new year die liao i eat so much going to gain 10kg le.... help!!! help!!!

mum everthing will be ok... tat how i tell myself and i hope u think so too... i can see tat u are crying i now tat u are in a great pain i wish to take over your pain... i really wish to!! seeing u like this i more pain... mama we love u and i need u... i am really worry, worry for u.

2009-01-25T20:45:00.000-08:00

This year chinese new year seem to be very rush. fast come fast over.. everything was just so last min.. today wake up quite late due to going to sleep late today...
wake up around 11. after some wash up my mum ask me to go market to buy thing need to pray for tonight as she forget to buy.. after buying the thing i went home straight... alot of thing still not done yet and now is like going to 2pm le so we seperate the work we need to do..
i help mum to cook the dish well as for my sis and bro the have to clean the kitchen window and table... after finish cooking i help to clean the living room window as i was cleaning till half way i hear tat someone shouting and scolding. it was my bro who actually pour the dirty water outside the window and it land on other people window...
wat a luck just a day before new year lor kena scold like tat... but damn funny ya...
hahaha..

2009-01-10T23:43:00.000-08:00

My life is nothing but boring... Today is my bro birthday... happy birthday to u worx. today went out with my friends finally off day and went shopping with them... so excited ya having alot of fun with them. one day has just past like tat le... hope tat next time still have this chance to go out together... darm tried. hope u all enjoy toooo... love u man:)

2008-12-22T12:35:00.001-08:00

Well... i think it is really quite a time i never come to blog le. wat kind of person am i?? i wonder.. finally reach december le and yet i still actting like a small kid. stupid i really such a stupid person. when thing happen then i will start to regret y can't i just prevent it not to happen... 5 years, i know i am in the wrong to think this way but i cannot change it... friends my dear friend i don know wat is the mean of this.. no one is allow to regret anything i have no right not to believe u.. i am a big fat idiot.....
Has beeing working for more then 6 month le this is my longest job tat i have ever work. but this past few week i really getting tried of it le... cos of some reason... i don know weather is she purposely wan or not but i don like way of asking people to do thing and it also allow me to get to know how lazy u are.. don act like a manager when u are not one. one sentence which i think is suit to talk back to u is "when i work no one care, when i rest everyone stare" u are just lazy la everyone can c de i tell u better don test my patient if not i don know wat will i do next..

2008-12-16T22:35:00.000-08:00

Thank alot i like your present very much hope tat this coming O level exam u will pass wit flying colour... first time seeing u tat time i really wonder wat kind of person u are?? friendly? erm but now i get to know u better le .. thank. sad tat next week is your last day of working liao.. it also allow me to think will i conutinue work will i change job? wat will happen to me 1 year later?? can i still able to work wit qiu hong an i really... qiu hong wat kind of person are u y your attitude is different from first time i saw u... y? y need to change???

2008-10-28T23:33:00.000-07:00

Erm early in the morning feeling abit dizzy but still when to school.. in school really no mood to eat anything and feel like can vomit anytime.. i lay on the floor cos i really feelng headache i having slight fever. after school end i vomit just in time to rush to toilet if not i really don know wat will hapen next if i vomit on the school. thank my friend who take care of me and also suggest me to take taxi home.. i know i really stubbon but i just though i am feeling better ya. si ying thank alot of u to bring the plastic bag to me if not i will vomit inside the mrt and also thank for everything u have done well not forget abt li ling who her mother cooked porridge for me and u sending me home i am really lucky even though i am sick but i really thankful and is nice to have u all.. thank you is the only thing which i can said now.. after tat my father bring me to c doctor, the doctor said i food poison got to rest at home.. haiix two days mc ya going to miss u all... also cannot go work le haiix...

2008-10-25T23:45:00.000-07:00

Today working again... haiix. well today not really busy bah. today around afternoon or night time bah also not sure the time cos i work at basement everyday to me is like the same time.. got one person come and interview and yen give her the form ask her to complete it. erm she was just standing at the cashier well i was just happen to beside her so... aiya also nothing just wonder who is she alos having curious abt her.. erm hear from my manager tat she is actually dish washer de daughter ... she is same age as me but look at her i think she older then me alot lor.. wonder how is she really ar??

2008-08-27T12:06:00.000-07:00

Yo! I am back lor... again:) Time past time alot of thing happend during it.. Sometime i really don understand wat i need and the thing i thinking inside my mind. Wat i wan? Really busy for the past few days cos working and working but the money never since to be enough for me to spend. haiix. when thing past le then i start to regret... will it be too late liao..

Erm i think i shall fail my exam le cos inside my mind is blank de nothing go through it ya... Wt can i do ya. Last week when wit my sis to my grandma house to visit her. long time never see her liao she really change or maybe is i never have a close look on her until tat day i then found tat she actually is getting older liao. she scold me of y i going for work she said study is more important but i really don wish to give out my working. sorry i know u are just corcern me but i really don wish to... Her birthday is coming liao wat should i give her? maybe wat she need is only we go visit her bah...

Thank for the corcern but u will never know how much i except more when i need u. u are just my everything and i really don wan to lose u. i know i just being selfish for asking too much i do hate myself of being like tat.. when can i forget?? forget the time being wit u, forget the time u help me, forget the time able to c u and how happy i am. maybe this is wat i am bah.. and i never regret. i really miss u.....

2008-07-24T11:46:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone long long time never update liao i think everyone also don really care i got update or not bah. Really hate the past few day of my life but everthing have past liao and now i think i am back to normal again the cheerful girl. Actually really got alot alot of thing to update wan but don know must start from where sia... Sometime i really wan to get to understand wat the hell of my mind is thinking everything is just hard for me to said i can only think more and cannot stop myself from thinking. I think i just need more time to cool down on myself bah. Haiix. Y i must made myself think so much if i let go everything will be perfect liao. This is wat i have been telling myself and i now trying my best to do liao. I really don like and don wish to quarrel wit u wan really u know u are a very important person to me i know is like no link and also no point saying this liao cos i have done something which till now i still cannot forgive myself, forgive of wat i have done wat i have do. i really really hope this shall be the end and never ever have it liao cos i really don wan to lose u as a friend. Ohya today is one of my friend li ling birthday wish u good luck and all the best ya. Erm so sorry never able to give u present but hope u really enjoy today event wit your friend:) Happy birthday...

Now no longer working at city hall liao now working place is at jurong point which is very near to my house ya. Although alot of thing happend during working time but still everything is under control at least i know wat i should do and wat to do erm although not working at city hall liao but really miss number of people over there ya. Erm still got contract wit ruby:) she very funny ya don know y when sometime feeling low will call and talk wit her and she will cheer me out... thank alot nia.

This is a nightmare and i gonna wake up from it....!!!!!

2008-05-08T09:22:00.003-07:00

So fast already thursday le time since to past very fast. Today i have to go to work..... wondering wat today i will be doing sia??? Acctually also nothing much to update this past few day number of people have been sick wish them can recover soon and stay health always:)

has been thinking through alot this past few day somehow cannot really express out my feeling just a few day ago i have been thinking of everything should be over le but till this tuesday and wednesday my sister tell me something then i know tat everthing have not just endded like this.... he is still the old he.... facing him make me feel tried.. hearing wat she had tell me make me more angry.. more and more secret allow me to know him better and better it also allow me to know wat is the true side true world. i give up. i don wish to but ever since the start till now nothing since to have change. the only thing i ever regret is tat i let down my friend and my family. sorry.

2008-05-06T14:37:00.000-07:00

Really so tried. Good thing and bad thing has happen during this past few days. Erm shall start wit the good thing first bah. Really having fun yesterday dinner although spent quite alot of money but still enjoy it very much. Start to one person hander bar le sometime still can hander but when come to alot of order i think i will gone crazy. Everything is in a messy but anyway now still trying my very best to do it in a fast way. Friday tat day i do runner i think this is my second time doing runner bah somemore i one person sia very scare and slow. Last sunday ruby and i do openning... again should be expect tat i do thing very slow until she said if next time i one person do openning i must come around 8am to do cos she said one hour is not enough for me to do finish. Acctually really really sad hearing this although i know myself do thing slow but still feeling hurt when hearing this cos acctually the openning time is 10.30 to 11.30 then the shop open but she said till i have to come abt 2 hour early to come to do and when everytime i try to do fast but i think i will make it worst. I am scare. Really really scare....

usually i only type my sadness in small font just to hide my feeling. am i trying to run away? i don know... everything is just not being fair. really... i just don wish to know the true.. alot of thing has been coming in and out from my brain the more i think...... i just cannot stop myself from thinking it... just cannot stop. wat acctually have i been thinking? friend, family, and all everything i just don choose to forgive. cannot. i wan to change myself. i don wan anyone to know. do u know how much i hate myself so much no matter how they said not to hate yourself but really hate it i just don wish to face it. i wan to hide everything. i just cannot forget till now somemore i think now he still everytime wan to come inside our room without knock our door or let us know he is coming in. still remember yesterday he suddenly come inside my room without knock my room door lucky i already awake but wat if i don? somemore my sister still heaven awake anyway lucky still got her if not i don know wat should i do facing him. y he never work? i hate him coming inside my room just hate it. wat if i still heaven awake???? i don know wat will happend........i still remember tat time my sister tell me wat he has do to her. everything is just inside my brain. y must he everytime doing this kind of thing made me think more and deeper. just wan to control myself from crying. crying........... i should not be living in this world i bring nothing only bring sadness to everyone.........

2008-04-30T13:12:00.000-07:00

So tried sia. Today almost overslept but still manage to wake up in time to go school. Erm tomorrow still got to work full day cos tomorrow is a public holiday, anyway also not sure weather got double pay ya... hope so bah:) still a bit scare sia don know wat will i be doing sia...? Aiya don care le la just hope tat time past fast bah..

yesterday alot of thing happen hard to said out anyway hope everything can just let it past bah. erm i think i really not good at cheer people up bah cos actually yesterday cheer till half way i myself also start to wan to cry le but really try very hard to control it. how can i cheer people up end out i crying?? aiya better don think le i scare the more i think the more.... i am. cheer out and continue wit everything stop being a idiot and think through it no point wan only make me more sad and sad. today hear the song again i think this should be the third time listen to this song bah. listen to this song make me think of something....... so tried and so damp stress up wit alot of thing i just being a useless friend and cannot do anything only make it worst only... my brain is just full of rubbish.. so sorry to you... really sorry.

2008-04-29T14:18:00.000-07:00

Having alot of thing happend even since my last post... everything since to me is getting from back to worst. Don know how to explain it.. walk till today still can talk to her is already counted as lucky le cos may because of alot of thing. It make me sure of one thing is tat everything can be just change in one min. one min ago, u may still be friend wit her but one min later u will end out quarrel wit her it may be just a small thing but it will really hurt each other very much. Maybe u should cool down yourself and think through it and u may found out tat it is just a small matter y must quarrel over it.. y i must insiste and be so stubbon? Now still got alot of thing to learnt don know wheather still can handle it but i think i were try my best de.. First time try runner a bit scare but still ok la cos half way through got alot of people help me really thank alot:) When come to busy time the time seem to past very fast and still remember tat time do wrong thing been scold my moon although feel very sad but i think this will be a lesson for me to learnt not to make the same mistake again. thank alot:)

i know tat it really hurt u alot and i also don understand y i so stubbon but really don mean it wan. really. actually tat time i did angry wit u but i think is hurt more then angry bah really feel sad and hurt cry inside the mrt and through the way to work. i did got a feeling not to go to work wan but in the end i choose to face it. tat time moon ask me to go to rest but i never actually tat time still got a bit angry wit u wan but after i cool down myself and think over it.. well is like my attituide at tat time really bad i think if i were u maybe i don even bother. so when after work u walk away i think i am scare bah... really scare bah.. also hard to said the feeling only feel scare and everything to me is no longer important le only know have to find u so walk everywhere to find u. but seem tat cannot found u it make me more.. also cannot explain the feeling so i decide to call u... maybe to me i must said sorry infront of u to prove my sincerely or maybe i am guity bah.... anyway it also took me alot of courage to said sorry to u and i did feel better after saying it. really sorry for the attituide i have show u and sorry for saying the word sorry so late hope u can forgive me....... i am just a bad girl.

2008-04-23T19:47:00.000-07:00

Fianlly is the end. Everything just gone like this. Today one person handle the bar really very scare cannot handle it. Erm still remember last sat when back to sec school to attend the speech day. wow although this year the parade not really as good as last year but the performance is much more better compare to last year especially like the ending part of the parade the mini firework :) still prefer the NDP parade held on HTA at 2006 and 2007. Sad tat this year cannot get to see it but hope tat next year got the chance to view it again really so nice man..

have been thinking for the past few days wat will happend if the time can turn back? will everything be different? still wonder will i end up like her? my attitude? being mean? hate it really hate it soo much.. wat should i do next? can u tell me??..

2008-04-19T21:55:00.000-07:00

erm quite long never blog le have alot of thing happen this past few days... eveything since to out of our control.

facing all the problem i don know how to handle them the more i think back everything the more i cannot belive it.. wat is the true? can anyone tell me? seem to me tat cannnot trust her anymore.. wat u wan us to do? under your control? no way i hate being control but also must c who is the person first la... si ying very sorry so sorry don mean anything to u wan really... erm also have to thank you for everything u have done for me to let me stay strong.. don understand y yesterday suddenly play till half way then cry don mean it wan.. really... so sorry everyone. should i gave up on u?

2008-04-15T15:15:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night he said me again i cry through the night just wondering when my tear can stop dropping.. early coming to school still cannot control my feeling.. i don wan de really wan to control it.. later still got work wonder wat were i be doing...

last time i don know why they gave me money but really happy but know wat they have done to me i really regret take the money. everytime before they gave me money they ask me to do something.. which i hate it and regret wan.. i don wan this to happend i rather i never took their money.. i don wan such dirty money... the more i think abt the past the more........ i am.. can anyone help me can i restart everything can i still carry on? can anyone gave me answer? can anyone kill me? just don wan anything now i wan to work i wan to earn my own money.. i don wan anything i just wan a smiple life... a very very simple life... can anyone give me?

2008-04-14T22:00:00.000-07:00

Today finally start school le.. wating for this day quite long bah cos really miss them so much. Today nothing really special only got sam ho lesson after tat we still got time so we went to xiao ma house.. her room very big and in the end also all of us is playing the psp.. haha talk nothing much only playing psp.. after quite a long while we decide to go home le cos also getting late le then we took mrt.. the distance quite long but got mama, ping sao and si ying on the way talking we feel the time past quite fast bah then we reach boon lay le but it is already so late le... have a good sleep and cheer up la remember must smile always :)

today feeling still ok got sometime really suddenly wan to cry out but just wan to force it inside my heart i think this is not the first time doing this le. can i still control it? maybe yes bah everyday have to facing him make me wan to cry more make me feel loney more make me hate it so much.. can i take a knife and peer all my skin out. will i still can be like last time?

2008-04-13T13:00:00.000-07:00

Today have to early wake up to go out to pray till quite a long time bah.. well as we reach the interchange where we meet them don know wat to said the feeling is like cannot explain also not really talk much. After pray finish i think is few hour later le bah then when home. Nothing much to said abt just like tat past one day le...

erm i think i quite strong bah cos only cry for a while or maybe cos too tried or.. but still don really wish to see them again. actually before meeting him i was thinking how to face them wan be still have to meet them after i saw them i starting to remember something again which i found myself to be so ..... i wan to wash everything.. can i? without u can i still be strong?

2008-04-12T14:03:00.000-07:00

wow thank to my friend i really having fun in this holiday but time since to past so fast going to start school soon le but still really miss f6 so much like long time never contact le anyway school start le still got to work don know weather can handle both thing at one time sia later too tried then how? anyway still got alot of thing for me to learnt really hope to earn alot of money cos now really broke le.. but never mind the most thing is tat i enjoy spending time with my dear friend so much no need to said the name wan the la u know who u are right.. haha but i f not u yet u think is u then wat i can said is tat u ar.. really thick skin people never said u then hor u think is u.. sorry la just joking only ma don be angry hor later ... come find me leh. haha.

The past few day has been working... really so tried but the people over there is still ok have help me alot. Erm... very the sad really hope tat can stop myself from crying (like a crying baby like tat) y am i so usless only know how to cry no matter how i try to control myself. Thinking and thinking for the past few day y i allow this kind of person to affect my mood but just can't stop it even though i know tat whatever come out from his mouth is nothing good wan... Thinking back abt the past i have... make me wan to cry more and more..tomorrow have to face them all wat to do...am i scare? Past few week having bad dream cannot sleep much..
who can save me??hate this person really much.. i found myself to be so tried can i stay strong but i think no matter how hard i try.. maybe is a kind of scare bah when he try to like close to me of even just a little touch i were faster keep a distance wit him.. one last word to me am i scare???